Drag Me To The Dark Side

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drag me to the dark side

and show me what my body

was made for

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This quote gives me an entire vibe that I lust for. It’s the vibe that has to do with the nasty, dirty, dick hungry whore that is forever inside me begging to be at the forefront.

I’m not really convinced it’s at all healthy. But, I’m not convinced it’s not, either. It’s also up in the air whether it completely aligns with my spiritual journey. 😅

I hope so though.

Let’s say it does for the sake of this blog and for the sake of my inner self that is hoping so as well.

So since it aligns with *me*, let me explain this dark side and how badly it turns me the fuck on right now.

My blog hasn’t seen the real dirty whore yet but I guess right now is as good a time as any. It’s 0200 and I’m horny for something I can’t have and something I shouldn’t even want.

Imagine that.

Thank you manipulation and a life of abuse, (and me… I know I know… I’m the only one responsible and the real reason for my own life… but let me live a little and talk a little shit... I’m just trying to shift a lil blame. fuck.)

There is something truly intoxicating and desirable and fucking disgusting about a chaotic life, a drug addicted life. A lot of ups and downs.. but the ups are 😌😘🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻 Yummy. I’ve had the best sex of my life while fucked up on a drug. I’ve had the funnest nights of my life while fucked up on a drug. That’s why it’s so hard to stop.

I’m not promoting drugs and I hope I don’t come off that way. I’m just giving some insight into the true addiction life. You don’t one day go from a normal person to a completely broke, sad excuse for a person. It takes time. And in that time, are some of the best times of your life.

It’s not necessarily worth those good times, either. But, damn do I ruminate about them sometimes.

Along with the drugs,

I’ve got an addiction to a person.

This addiction is stronger than the one I have to drugs. That‘s the addiction no one warns you about. It catches you by surprise.

This addiction could and has made me do a hell of a lot of things I don’t even want to admit to or explain really.

This addiction is the kind that literally makes my pussy wet when I think about it, every single time.

She wanted him to devour her soul. Pinterest. Jessica Michelle

It’s also made me so mad I could kill someone, literally. Planned murder and all.

So heartbroken it causes physical signs and symptoms and I almost can’t stand it.

So happy I thought I would never be anything but that.

You get addicted to the highs and the lows of this addiction as well. Maybe some people are more susceptible than others. But, by far, this addiction takes the cake on withdrawals for me.

I’m a little ashamed that this is what has me fucked up right now. On paper, I’ve been through much worse. But, going strictly by how it feels to me, there isn’t much else I can think of that has ever got me this fucked up.

People should be warned just as much about this kind of addiction as they do the one involving drugs or alcohol. For real.

This one will tear your heart out and might not let you have it back. It will also leave you constantly thinking about how bad you want their dick inside you and no other dick will suffice for an unknown amount of time. It’s the horny slut version of hell.

So drag me to the dark side and show me what my body was made for. Please for the love of GOD do something because I can only take so much. Make me your fucking slave and just lock me up in your room for a week straight and use me for your own pleasure and that’s it. 😩 fuck.

^ that’s the addiction talking 🤷🏼‍♀️

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Do You Think We’ll Be In Love Forever? Me. 2021.

by OBYCF [OneBitchYouCantForget] newly spiritual, probably mentally unstable, content creator, artist, RN-BSN https://linktr.ee/OBYCF

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